Usually, I want to draw a lot during the summer. Unfortunately, I'm just not up to it this year. I find myself wanting to laze about the house (which is not a good way to live...). Sometimes, I just want to rest. It might be that my family has almost finished rebuilding their home (and of all my siblings, it seems that I'm the only one who's actually excited about it). It could be my body's way of telling me to take a break (after a year of school like that, who wouldn't? I've had enough pharmacy for one year...). It could be that I'm still waiting on a job offer (with each passing day, it feels like I'm not going to get this job). I really don't know. These days, I'm not up to do much of anything. I tried drawing, but to no avail; I'm at my wit's end in what to put on that blank piece of paper staring me in the face. Even as I type this journal I feel a headache coming on just trying to think of something to write, let alone draw.

I'm open to a few suggestions...